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Elizabeth ♥It's Elizabeth,just call me LIZZIE.I'm 15 this 2011,and no this is my other blog for me talking about this problems of mine,it's complicated,but i'll post here all that had happened to me . Follow by day, |
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Elizabeth ♥It's Elizabeth,just call me LIZZIE.I'm 15 this 2011,and no this is my other blog for me talking about this problems of mine,it's complicated,but i'll post here all that had happened to me . Follow by day, |
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Wednesday, November 24, 2010
The Past :|  I'm still 14 this 2010 , this happen when i was 13, i sense something following me everywhere i go . And i just know that i'm not imagining it , (sorry if my english isn't good ).Everytime i sense it presence, i would tell my mom about it and she won't believe it and said : "it's nothing,you're just imagining it . calm yourself " . Now i'm tired of hearing that , and since i heard that from my mom everytime i told her about it , I have never tell her when It's there ,really close to me . When I was 13 years old , i succeed to get rid of it . As usual i'm an islam but not religious and i say the god names and other stuff . Until that thing is gone.And it never came until now ... I'm 14 now , On March 18 2010 it come back . At first it came only to my dream , In the dream he told me that he isn't human , i can't seems to remember what he told me . If i remembered it correctly he said he was a vampire or some other creature . He take me to see his family and he said i was special or something =.='(A/N :I know i'm ugly no need to be shock!). And after the dreams end i woke up, and i was confused a little bit dizzy and one more thing , we were enggaged in the dream . And after that , he always come to me through my dreams . In the last dream i got from him , he said his named were "Charslile" that explain why i prounouns "IT" to "HE" . Well i don't believe that is his name you know ? and i always think He is a Demon . After that he never came again , until .. November 18 2010 (It's THURSDAY) . Schools over already soo i always hang around at my room and online on facebook and others . That thursday i was online at my study desk , my study desk are at the corner of the room next to the door , and in front, on the wall there's a mirror , and my bed are opposite from my desk . So i could see my bed behind me through my mirror . BTW ,It was night . :) when i was online and chatting with my friends , i sense him behind me . I wasn't scared though , it's really hard for me to get scared . He talk to me through my mind , and he can read my mind =.=' (weird?huh? ). He was saying something but i totally ignore him and began to laugh when i was chatting with my friend about things that happened at school last month . He were very angry at me when i ignore him , so he came closer and grabbed my shoulders . Well i can't see any hands but i just know his hand were on my shoulder gripping really hard . I almost screamed because of the pain . I said i'm sorry in my mind and he let go . And i talk to him and give him attention until he leave me alone . My mom always get home late now , usually around midnight after 12 . I waited my mom to come home and when she came home already.we have a talk and we watch cd's , then we'll go to sleep . When i was sleeping that night , He was there standing next to my desk and looking at me (My room is small because i live in an apartment with my mom ,well my parents were divorce i have a family crisis) I just ignored him that night , he didn't say anything either .Then he came closer and sit on my bed at the corner next to my legs , then when i was half asleep he touch my left leg , and i was shock so i sit straight i was kind of scared a bit . After a few second i was asleep , the next Friday morning-noon everything goes fine .  At that FRIDAY night after my mom and i pick up my elder brother from my grandma house . we go straight to bed , It were 1 o'clock , that makes it already Saturday . I write this on a notepad on my laptop after the " I'm shivering when i'm writing this . On 3 o'clock i went to sleep after watching Twillight: New moon . YOU SEE , I DON'T LIKE TWILLIGHT ! BUT I WATCH IT BECAUSE OF THIS DEMON/VAMPIRE THAT DISTURBING MY LIFE ! I know he's there , when i was lying down on my bed looking at the ceiling . Suddenly i felt heavy on my chest,Then i started feeling he kissed my right neck when i was looking to my left (i was looking at the door) i tried to scream "ALONG"(<-it means "BROTHER") but nothing came out , I felt like he bite me? i feel like a liqiud at my neck .and suddenly on my mind . I heard he said : "Trying to scream would be useless dear , " i could hear his breathing on my right ear ,i guess his head were on my right . And when he was going to .. ______ . i scream in my head " please don't do this" . He respond to me and said : "Calm down , I'm not going to hurt you .." somehow i calmed down , then that thing happen . After it was over , i said in my head : "Why aren't you showing yourself ? why can't i see you? What's your name?" After a few minute he were quiet , then i heard he said : "why don't you try to remember it yourself . " Then i started to think back of the Dreams , and i thought "Charslile" . I was comfortable that time , and i don't know why.He let me go about 5:45 in the morning , i ran to my mom's bathroom . I was checking if there's blood , (They said that you're going to bleed a little when it was your first ) . But there is no blood ! , i skip a beat from my chest . I got out of the toilet and saw my mom sleeping peacefully , i wake her up and said " mom ...." when i was trying to tell her what happen , Nothing comes out ! . I panicked , and my mom ask me what is it . I change the subject and tell her my brother didn't turn off the television before going to sleep .=.=' -End- I didn't make this story up , i make these blog just because i need to submit these experience . I can't sleep at night because i'm really afraid if it's going to happen again *crying* . One more thing he threatening me that if i try to get rid of him again , he's going to kill the people i loved . And i don't want to be an Orphan ........ I cried all day because i really am scared . *sobs**sobs* My mom's side of family. a few of them have specialty , my uncle can see what people are feeling ,like sad,happy and etc.I can see people's weakness and strength , i sort of can get visions of the future , and i always know what's going on in other's people lifes ,like if my classmates have a new girlfriend/boyfriend , family fights ,what they're and other things . 2:18 PM
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